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I AM: 22 [in june], a music lover, a born radio announcer, a nail biter, creative, lazy, open minded, tired, left handed, low self-esteemed, loud, non-content, a loser, hungry, lost, an oc watcher, deep down cry baby, tough on the outside, a self pitied victim
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Listen To The Wind - John Farnham
No Sensitivity - Jimmy Eat World
Caught A Lite Sneeze - Tori Amos
Electricity - Something For Kate
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These Are The Thoughts - Alanis Morissette
There Is A Light That Never Goes Out - The Smiths
Young Man, Old Man (You Ain't Better Then The Rest) - The Dissociatives
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posted on 2005-06-20 at about 2:45 p.m.
about him
i dont even know why i turned to here, i wanted to lean on a piece of paper for my feelings to fall out on and be caught and somehow turned into words of meaning. instead this will just become another bitchy rant staight from the dickheads mouth, dribble that wont make sense and that wont be half of what i even wanted to say, filled with it incorrect grammar and sarcasim, it will go down in history as nothing, just like the writer!!
acting like he is sometimes king shit is the only thing he can do
acting like nothing is wrong is the only thing he can do
he is so utterly depressed with his current outcome that he is not changing
blaming himself again and again
dreaming of fame
the boy inside is scared to come out because this isnt what he saw ten years ago, ten or fifteen from now
the little boy who had life, that the man took from him
fighting with himself, fighting with her
looking to himself and finding nothing new
does he have to die to know his cause, to know who is who; friends and foe, lover and fighters, feelers and shallowers
acting happy when he's sad
acting sad when he's sad
being aloof
not knowing his pleasure
being un-masculine
being loveless
being careless with thoughts
being wreckless in ways of thinking (same)
hiding everything
hiding everything
hiding it all
because you want him to
because he listens to you
because he notices you
doing anything but doing what he wants to do
doing it so well
give him his oscar because he's earnt it
among other things
give him his bravery award
give him your heart [for keeps]
give him a fuckin' medal
give him a chance
give him a breath
give him the light to lead the way
he's a greedy little son of a bitch
missed my whore like ways?
the reality is - 2005-07-19
"listen to the wind" - 2005-07-15
asking too much, huh? - 2005-07-10
city light dot to dots - 2005-07-05
re-hashing - 2005-06-27
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