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I AM: 22 [in june], a music lover, a born radio announcer, a nail biter, creative, lazy, open minded, tired, left handed, low self-esteemed, loud, non-content, a loser, hungry, lost, an oc watcher, deep down cry baby, tough on the outside, a self pitied victim
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THE PLAYLIST
Listen To The Wind - John Farnham
No Sensitivity - Jimmy Eat World
Caught A Lite Sneeze - Tori Amos
Electricity - Something For Kate
![Joining You [part 1]](http://images.amazon.com/images/P/B00000IHD7.01.THUMBZZZ.jpg)
These Are The Thoughts - Alanis Morissette
There Is A Light That Never Goes Out - The Smiths
Young Man, Old Man (You Ain't Better Then The Rest) - The Dissociatives
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posted on 2005-05-20 at about 7:39 p.m.
dont bother
and so i am what i am,
i had my entry down pat for here, i could write it right now, but something is stoppping me, not knowing what songs to leave, to show who i am, or what i've become and lack of what i've overcome...
i told you i've not overcome anything, and you prove me wrong
or did i not tell a soul anything, was i talking to myself
as another person to convince myself that im better then what my other self thinks?
(you confuse?)
sigh thats all i seem to be doing a lot of lately and sometimes i wish they were tears for friends to catch, see who'd run in, and who'd run away! would i see you? would i see you?
would you show up? or how about you?
(oh yes i referring to many different people, but counting them all together as 'you') who'd show up, to catch my sigh's?
would i show up to catch yours? this post was supposed to be a great a many thing, about songs you should get that remind you of me, but this diary is the lesser of two evils because no one reads here, and i only have five songs for you to get, where as i should have at least eighteen... maybe if i sleep on it, maybe if i was strong enough to think i wasnt a third wheel i'd have a joint or two or a fuckin' laugh or two or a friend or two or.....
missed my whore like ways?
the reality is - 2005-07-19
"listen to the wind" - 2005-07-15
asking too much, huh? - 2005-07-10
city light dot to dots - 2005-07-05
re-hashing - 2005-06-27
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