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I AM: 22 [in june], a music lover, a born radio announcer, a nail biter, creative, lazy, open minded, tired, left handed, low self-esteemed, loud, non-content, a loser, hungry, lost, an oc watcher, deep down cry baby, tough on the outside, a self pitied victim
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THE PLAYLIST
 Listen To The Wind - John Farnham
 No Sensitivity - Jimmy Eat World
 Caught A Lite Sneeze - Tori Amos
 Electricity - Something For Kate
![Joining You [part 1]](http://images.amazon.com/images/P/B00000IHD7.01.THUMBZZZ.jpg) These Are The Thoughts - Alanis Morissette
 There Is A Light That Never Goes Out - The Smiths
 Young Man, Old Man (You Ain't Better Then The Rest) - The Dissociatives
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posted on 2004-05-03 at about 4:43 p.m.
leave it the fuck alone
im sick of it im soo god damn fucking sick of it dont tell me, its only a little while dont tell me at the end of it we'll still be together dont sit and fucking tell me what you think is going to happen when you have no fucking clue who the fuck you are talking about get of your fucking horse and look at me, then try to explain to me who the fuck EVERYTHING is going to work out, how EVERYTHING is going to be fine take your fucking shoes off and put mine on, then tell me all will be well, dont fucking ask me when im leaving, dont fucking tell me to work my ass off to come back dont fucking act like you've been there before dont try to put a smile on my face or make me try to see it from your fucking way have a relationship that is exactly the same - then talk to me have a fucking family that is exactly the same - then come and fucking talk to me be who i am exactly - the come and talk to me dont try and comfort me, dont fucking tell me everythings going to be fine and all the faires will come and spread dust everywhere so that the earth will all be holy and peaceful again, cause i fucking know it's a crock of shit so while i sit here and smile at every fucking stupid word that you type to me, just know that none of it is sinking in, none of it will ever sink in, because your saying it to be nice, your saying because you think you know, your saying it because you think you're helping and you think you know what's best, hey here's an idea.... back the fuck off!!! you dont ok, no not everything is going to be fine, no im not going to survive this and no im not going to wait over a fucking year to see danielle again, ok! dont act like you fucking know me, or everything about me, dont act like you know that everything is going to be fucking roses just cause you fucking say so this is hell this is fucking torture this is love at its fucking worst so back off!! leave me to think what i will, because your opinion in this particular matter is SHIT! enough said?
missed my whore like ways?
the reality is - 2005-07-19 "listen to the wind" - 2005-07-15 asking too much, huh? - 2005-07-10 city light dot to dots - 2005-07-05 re-hashing - 2005-06-27
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