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 Listen To The Wind - John Farnham
 No Sensitivity - Jimmy Eat World
 Caught A Lite Sneeze - Tori Amos
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posted on 2003-11-27 at about 9:59 a.m.
Retaliation Post
you know me, i can't help but retaliate, but when you write shit and just start being a fuck, and dont have enough guts to write me a personal email just saying you hate me and want me to die... it something i will come back to you about first of all Nathan, "well i have a job to go to and a life to lead, so i will catch you later" , if you have such a life to lead, where on earth do you find the time to 'pop by' my diary site to abuse the shit out of me for no reason when i've done fuck all to you, but realise what kind of people you actually are, and then do the best thing i could do and leave, not to put up with your shit anymore! weird that after you kept kicking me in the teeth and laughing as i fell, that when i leave, you keep wanting and trying to kick me in the teeth once again, it was fine for a while you had your space and i had mine but then out of no where there is a sudden interest in me again and hey, im an attention seeker as much as the next person, but from you idiots? no thanks..... one o'clock in the morning drunk pointless phone calls, good for you seems like you cant get enough of me, to amuse yourselves you have to get in contact with me, even though you dont like me, if im such a bad person and a fuckwit, why do you call me, why do you feel the NEED to communicate with me still? and maybe you think i need to get over myself, but i think maybe you need to get over me! i cant seem to pick out what the fuck your problem is, i ask you whats up and you (obviously) lie to me by saying, "nah mate everything is fine, just pissed off about some shit you said, but all ok now".....so i apologise for the shit (god knows why, when you act how you have) and it seems you start to want to drag me down again. so "clarky", i was happy to see that there was no animosity between us, well so i thought, i actually thought that you were a better person then that, someone who can make up there own mind and not follow the sheep! i thought, yeah hey, glad we could sort that out, glad to see we can both be mature about this, but fuck....that went out the window pretty damn quick, hey buddy??? i even thought (stupidly) that we might even be able to be friends again, after everything you have said about me, i could look past it, because i actually thought you were an ok person, nathan. (on a side note, i find it quite hilarious, that after ALL the shit you posted about me on your diary site, and al the things you said about me behind my back, to my face and to other people....you couldnt handle other people [actual friends of mine] hearing a few truths about you, you had to run and find out what they were, and to set them (apparently) straight by bagging me out) after all the movies, drives to chermside, strathpine in your car, while listening to the foo fighters, or U2....and now you throw that away to sit there with your little, little friends to self gratify yourselves by bagging out anyone you can! i thought for a while there, we might be able to get along no matter what, yeah mate i actually thought you were a good person who could see beyond the shit, and i think the reason you arent or cant see past the shit, to make a friendship work, is because of the people you hang around with.....people who cant even see past their own nose, and you hang around with them, but hey thats your choice, nothink to do with me.....until you fucking drag me into it!!! it's nice to see you "get off" on bringing people down, hope the rest of the people you be-friend know this before they get involved with you, because im sure if they know what they are getting into, they wouldn't even waste the 25 cents on a text message to tell you to fuck off. and on the name "snitchy".....have you ever noticed that the name should be placed on anyone of you, as soon as i've done something you deemed wrong by you, you are the ones who come out with fists in the air....just look at the tagbook. and what i find sad is that somewhere amoung all the hatred showed by you towards me, in the tagbook, or things you could be saying about me to work mates or to people you randomly talk to on the internet, you used to be firneds of mine, or vise versa, you came to me to be friends!! oh and just so you know, i will say hi to matt for you "clarky", im sure he remembers you quite well, form when you drove the tribute after richie asked you to because i couldnt (and matt was in the back seat), or the time i first brought 'round the "gabazda" to share with you the joy i felt in having a car (that i later got bagged out about) when matt was also in the back seat of that car, so Nathan im sure he will remember you fondly....but going as far to say that he would shit on my tv...or that i should tell hi you say hi before he shits on my tv? what is that.....why would i let him shit on my tv, and why would you like him to think of you (by me saying that you say hi) while he is shitting, i mean i know matt's not that smart, but what you are saying is just fucking stupid! and so you know i will not be having a going away party, sorry to disappoint you mate, but i will have a shitload of fun while im over there, if you care to know which im sure you dont. on the matter of danielle and i being cocky, i dont know where on earth you are getting that from, we are just writting shit like you and sinking down to your level, which means you are the cocky ones, we are just doing it because it seems to piss you off and aggravate you more, which it seems to do quite nicely. oh and big threats about my "shitter" of a soccer table, wierd to think that the "shitter" of a soccer table used to keep you amused when you would stop and stay by my place...the smile on your face all the time playing it, and now what? because of the hatred thing it's all a distant memory you care not to think about to hard, which hey, is fair enough, you'd rather not think about the good times we had huh? that would be a bit of a shattered dream, to think of good times until "nomie" gets her discman back? oooh best friends now are you, she finally got you dinner like you ordered? ouch, hitting me where it hurts arent you now Nathan??? i never said it was a problem to give it back..... in fact if i recall..... "i don't know what you took, but if your mum could drop them here when she picks up the table then that'd be great" you sound like a pretty happy chap there, but your friends (pierson and rachael) dont know that do they, probably dont susspect that we've arleady discussed it, so to re-inforce how "bad ass" you are (to your friends) you have to slag me off in the tagbook, feeling better about yourself? dont take to long to think about it, because if you actually do feel better about yourself for slagging me off, there is a name for that! great to see that you are having a laugh too dude (LMAO, in the tagbook, for those playing along at home) now were you actually laughing out loud, or just writing to make you seem like you are really really super happy, or is it just to make a point that you think that it's (or that you are) funny? and yeah im sure i could ask my mum for some money for a taxi, or an express post bag to redcliffe, but if i was going to do that, it would have to be a big arsed one to fit you in so i can ship your ass to somewhere else where you might have some nice friends and a life!!! to get you out of redcliffe, cause you are still there, have a look around....it's where you've be (stuck) for a while now!!!! it's also a bit weird to think before you had your job, it was you (too) who had to ask your mum for money, and i clearly dont remember slagging you off for it!!! so get off your fucking high horse seems like someone's jealousy is coming shining through im tired, when you come to your senses or just wanna bag me out more, and prove your true intelligence, for fucks sake...you go to uni, you study, you passed school with flying colours, so hey you are already smarter then me, fuck - you even have proof!! legal documentation that says that you are smarter then me, but this shit, proves otherwise!!!! prove your true intelligence and keep your nose out of it, and get some better friends cause in ten years we're all gonna be dad's and its weird that then i might want my kids to meet one of the guys i used to call a mate and "hang with" and yeah rach, good one big hair balls, havent i heard that before.....oh yeah from pierson about every second day......it really seems that people should've stayed in school where those kinds of comments probably would've got a pat on the back from the jocks at school you hung around with eh thats it im done im spent i cant continue dealing with people who actually have nothing better to do, but sit around and plan their outragous method of attack, then sit around get drunk, fight, laugh about it, because you think its soo cool, guess what it's not! here's a secret......... you're twenty-fucking-two!!! ask you're parents what they were doing at twenty-two, none of the petty shit that you are, and i think they would not have stepped foot near anyone who was like you in anyway - when your ready to bag me out again, there is a tagbook, but it only holds so many letters (which you know) so feel free to hit my guestbook, or hey, maybe even email me!!!!!!! i will thank u for one thing though, putting your name with your comment finally stops my head hurting from guessing so thanks Nathan, (i can get over the shit - how bout you grow up too!) keep in touch, friend gavin joel warner brice
missed my whore like ways?
the reality is - 2005-07-19 "listen to the wind" - 2005-07-15 asking too much, huh? - 2005-07-10 city light dot to dots - 2005-07-05 re-hashing - 2005-06-27
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